Rewind than, Random.

       yeah! Apparently i grow up up up and up! before my father passed away, long long long time ago he said this to me "am I look like an old man darl? cause time run so fast, now you've started to mature, in junior high school, naughty, and now have a boyfriend, and many kind of your girlfriend, am I look like an old man?"

      In that time i was thought what's my father's prob? everybody in this earth sooner or later was grew up everyday. But now I'm realize about grow up means is. it's means we should face the world with your self, not only from the behind from your parents hangings anymore. And maybe that's not the one that make me worried, cause the hardest world I've been accustomed since i was child. But my biggest fear for now when my happines time gone, and everysingle things of it's like my best warm jacket i wore everyday. oh maybe my language doesn't right yet, sorry but i always trying to learn learn and learn, i'm just wanna share what i was felt from long long long time ago that just i'm realize now.if everything in our life is the valuable things that we've so keep cause soon when the time is should up you have your memory of them. That's it.